Whispers in the darkness, who am I…..
I sit here and I wait to be seen and yet he does not notice me, I wonder why he doesn’t notice me I am a big part of his belief system, and yes he does have a belief system and I am that part of him that holds it together. I have only talked to one other and only one other knows I am here, what will he think now that I have spoken, will he banish me from his thoughts like a mist in the breeze, or will he embrace me and allow me to grow as he has Khayleth the warrior. I feel like a mist swimming in a sea of fog, I have no sense of self, no identity, no name and no emotion, well perhaps some emotion I have what I think I felt was compassion for another in distress and sent her white light to surround herself with to calm her to protect her and to give her peace, so that she might sleep before the morning light comes. She will need her strength for the coming day for like all days there are battles to be won and battles to be fought whether in our own minds, or in the physical world. I have given freely of myself to this young woman and I feel her drink of the light that I have sent her, using it to surround herself with the protection I have offered, she will need it, but she is also a very strong young woman, who in her own right is very powerful and very willful or at least some part of her mind is, I know this young woman not, only from the interactio0n she has had with Dan and Khayleth the warrior, they have shared many words and I know that she is part of the reason that Khayleth came out so strong when he did, Dan needed this great warriors strength and wisdom to overcome the anger that had entered Dan system and was taking control. And yet I wait to be seen or heard, I am not sure Dan is ready to know I am here. And if I post this he will know, and I will be banished forever to the nether regions of his mind where only dark shadows roam wild and dangerous, but yet I will post this and he may take this as a good sign that he and Khayleth are not alone, perhaps I too shall give him my name or I will give myself a name, yes one that describes who and what I can do for Dan, and he will come to know and love me for who I am and what I can do.
What would you name me based on what I have said so far? I wonder what I will name me or if Dan will even allow that to happen, he needs to grow in order to live and survive. This much I do know.