A decision made and needs to be kept…..

So today I am not feeling so well, it is not a hangover so to speak but I am thinking it is depression. I knew better than to go out drinking especially with the morning I had. But I was also excited to see my friends and well drink a beer and relax, that did not happen the whole evening was screwed right from the beginning, I am too old for bar hopping and well even that is not it I wanted to go to one place hang out listen to the band, they were really good and just sit and watch people and well hang out. I have decided that after the absolute mess I made of my own evening out that I am not going to do it anymore, I wasn’t having a good time going from bar to little bar where I think Stephen was looking for someone, who I don’t know but he was looking. I was just not having a good time even when we got to Spectators, by that time I was really irritable and just done with the whole damn thing but when he mentioned karaoke I was thinking that was just what I needed, a place I knew and usually had a great time at, but you know how that turned out. So I hindsight I should have went home when we left Spectators and called it an evening, but I didn’t and I was a dumb ass and it only has made me worse, in how I feel. I am sorry to my wife who has lost 2 days with me because I am out of commission for a bit, but I am slowly bouncing back and will get that time back one way or another. I have decided that he next time Stephen asks me to go out I am telling him no, not again.

With much gratitude and devotion,

Dan Kline


2 Responses to “A decision made and needs to be kept…..”

  1. Believe it or not, it’s a good thing that you’re able to identify the things you feel made the situation worse; it gives you something to look out for in the future, knowing what the consequences will be.


    its ok honey….we are here for each other. You wouldn’t even let me help you with your boots..ha ha ha…i tried. I think you were more worried about me and wouldnt let me do it. lol….Hopefully I will be better soon and we can get out and have some fun….

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