Hiding, Scared, HURT…..

I can’t talk to my wife, so I guess I will talk through this infernal machine. I am feeling hopeless, lost, abandoned and pushed away and that is doing all kinds of things for my inner selves. I want to shut down, stop working, stop feeling. I am a child again and everybody and everything I love is either pushing me away or making me leave. I want to crawl into the smallest space I can find and hide; doesn’t anyone in this house understand that?



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