Jesus Dan, stop it…..


What is it that I am supposed to do? Why can’t it just stop, just quit running through my head, sounding over and over again like a clarion horn, it is so loud that I cannot shut it out, make me stop feeling please, make me care no longer, it isn’t going to matter to her at all, don’t let me call her, don’t let me text her, please don’t let me think about her at all. Does no one really understand that I am hurting, that I am alone and scared? Can you not hear my screams for recognition in the wind? I just want it to stop can you not understand that, I don’t want to feel for her what I feel. It won’t go away and I can’t make it stop, I have tried everything, and now I just want it to stop, please just stop I cannot handle it anymore. It hurts, it physically hurts, it mentally hurts, and it emotionally hurts. Please rip my heart and my mind from my body, leave me there to stop trembling from the pain and the hurt I feel. Don’t you understand I can’t stop; I have to keep trying I know that somewhere after the all that has happened and will happen that you will be there. I want you to be there, I want you to care for me. I want you to be mine, the one for me.

With much thanks and gratitude,

Dan Kline

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